By Dottiedee Glass Dottiedee here sharing, "I Remember" as this is my story dear to my heart, may we all find our lesson contained within the words on this page. I grew up in South Central Nebraska on a farm. I had been brought up in a Christian family which attended church often, it came first in our lives. As I grew up learning to obey my parents for this is right, I often wondered when I could do something in my life that wasn't from obeying. I got tired of that word a lot. Maybe I was rebelling against something which I knew deep in my heart just wasn't right, you know? We were taught to obey our parents, obey our teachers, obey our church leaders, obey our government authorities and women obey our husbands when we marry and of course to obey God. All of this obedience would get us to heaven, and to disobey would land us in hell when we died, thus, we functioned out of fear, not love. We were certainly being dominated by a dominator every living moment of our lives. As a girl to become a woman I can remember feeling, I wasn't quite good enough, my brothers where in a better position to end up in heaven than I was cause they could tell their wives what to do. What if I could have been a boy instead of a dumb girl? What if I could be able to tell people what to do like the church leaders, who were men, of course? What if I could tell the women how long their hair had to be, how long their skirts were to be and how horrible to think of wearing make up? But as a girl that wasn't my place, it had to come from the men, they knew best for us ladies, you understand? What would it be like to have authority over all of the women, I used to wonder while looking at the clouds in the sky lying on the green grass of summer. When I was engaged my boyfriend said, "I just want to possess you!" I wondered if that meant he would like to buy me as a farmer does a tractor. I felt like he was the owner of a new toy, a girl doll. I didn't know what to do with these feelings because I was shifting from one dominator to another dominator, from father to husband. I remember the day my husband did something I knew the "church" would not approve of so I mentioned it to him. I was dominated into place quickly by the dominator who knew how to be one, so I remained silent, as I was taught women are to be. What if we could have had a loving partnership relationship rather than a dominator/dominated relationship? Our habits have been passed down from generation to generation for a long time of living in a dominator/domination system. We can read our recorded history and find for the last 4000+ years, most of our planet has been ruled by the dominator/dominated system. What will it take to get this mind set out of our physic? Remember when we studied history in school, how we had to learn all of the dates and the generals of all the wars, and who won and where they were fought? We had to learn all about the wars of Europe and those fought on North American soil and those of the World Wars, studying all of the bloodshed of the dominator over the dominated, remember? How long since you read the books of Moses? Talk about bloodshed of dominator over dominated, could this have something to do with the mind set of the world today? What if all wars were just a dominator proving he is the one and the dominated had to be sacrificed to allow the dominator to be correct? Have you ever wondered how people lived before recorded history? Could they have lived a much more peaceful life with no wars to record, so no recorded history? Lets move out from the domination of blemished credit and create a life of happiness. Dottiedee is known for her ability to search out and assist others in finding solutions in their lives to create health. She is specializing in assisting those who are suffering from blemished credit to restore their credit and return to a healthy credit report and live in the land of happiness. Dottiedee has personal experience in creating physical, mental, spiritual, and financial happiness. Dottiedee invites you to join her in living a life of happiness. Check out what her long search for a healthy credit report lead her to at http://www.ezcreditlife.com Enroll in Dottiedee's FR*EE newsletter to learn why we all are affected when one has bad credit. For info please send an email to dottiedee@ezcreditlife.com Check out these web sites as we have come to the end of our search for healthy credit. She enjoys healthy eating and healthy snacks from http://www.dottiedee.com
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